Christmas is quickly approaching and I feel as if it was just graduation. I'm already done with my first semester of college. Time seems to go so fast and so slow all at once. I sit here and think of what I have accomplished and find I cannot write anything down. Yet, I feel as if I have been all over and I do so many things that I am crazed.
I guess that none of what I have done really counts as anything. I have no direction, no goal, no motivation. I would much rather sit and daydream, where I am content and happy than look at the life I have which is going no where fast. I used to have so many dreams but now I have become so pessimistic I cannot fathom reaching any of my previous ideas. Maybe, one day, I will find that drive, that vigor, that spark that will light the youthful fantasies again and I will become the person I used to dream of.
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